Hi my name is Diane, I lost my husband of 11 years on Easter Sunday. Not a day goes by, that I don't think about him. He has left a huge whole in my life. After 5 days in ITU, he lost his battle. I struggle with the chain of events and decisions I had to make, it was so surreal, and didn't really hit me till I went to see him in the chapel of rest. I have so many regrets and things I which we'd done. Wish I could turn back the clock. I miss him so much.