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General Discussion / Re: Lasted 12 months
« Last post by Karena on February 15, 2019, 10:33:28 AM » :hug:Brian they cant see what you write here and they dont know you,re here so this is a safe place on the internet for you to come back too. 
Those things you planned to do - i know it wont be the same of course it wont but i looked at it not as something which i now had to do alone so wouldnt want to do so much as something i would do for Keith - if we ever do meet again i would like to be able to tell him about it - but also i have felt closer too him while doing them so actually maybe he,s just doing it anyway from whatever dimension he is in - or maybe its just psychological and that doesnt exist, i dont know none of us do but i am not taking a chance and ignoring it. Its just a case of overcoming the things that get in the way of actually doing it - easier siad than done i know but still do-able.
It is strange i never here his voice, but sometimes i hear my mums - its just my name but shouted in the way she would when she was calling me in from the garden as a child -and from experience when it happens i think she is trying to draw my attention to something its not like a warning of impending doom or that dramatic, but maybe something smaller i should be paying attention too and am avoiding. As a child in the garden i would sometimes hide or pretend i hadnt heard her to avoid coming in for bed time or whatever less attractive activity she had in mind so there is a definite slightly sharp tone to the way she calls me.

Those things you planned to do - i know it wont be the same of course it wont but i looked at it not as something which i now had to do alone so wouldnt want to do so much as something i would do for Keith - if we ever do meet again i would like to be able to tell him about it - but also i have felt closer too him while doing them so actually maybe he,s just doing it anyway from whatever dimension he is in - or maybe its just psychological and that doesnt exist, i dont know none of us do but i am not taking a chance and ignoring it. Its just a case of overcoming the things that get in the way of actually doing it - easier siad than done i know but still do-able.
It is strange i never here his voice, but sometimes i hear my mums - its just my name but shouted in the way she would when she was calling me in from the garden as a child -and from experience when it happens i think she is trying to draw my attention to something its not like a warning of impending doom or that dramatic, but maybe something smaller i should be paying attention too and am avoiding. As a child in the garden i would sometimes hide or pretend i hadnt heard her to avoid coming in for bed time or whatever less attractive activity she had in mind so there is a definite slightly sharp tone to the way she calls me.
