Hi, I lost an adult daughter to suicide 7 years ago. I too look as though I cope and have " moved on "
I can still be overwhelmed by grief at the loss, it just hits. Me from time to time.
I did have counselling and it did help but was tough too, sometimes I just cried the whole 45 minutes. My counselling started 18 months after her death, and was organised through my gp although there was a cost it was not the full rate.
How do you feel about asking your gp for help in that way. Losing a child is hard enough but when it is to suicide it is almost impossible to accept.
Jeannette