Im in a very desperate and dark place i found my fiancé dead 10 days ago he was 42 I’m 36, we miscarried twice this year but otherwise are childless.We have to wait for coroners report. I’ve never posted in any forum before but I’m at a loss, I’m lucky to have friends who are trying to help and I see the doctor and a counsellor but it’s endless pain. My dad is severely unwell so all that’s keeping me going is holding on for my mum
Because it would devastate her. I’ve tried cruse and the Samaritans too but unfortunately I didn’t get a good response xxx I don’t know what this will do I’m just hoping we can share because I don’t know anyone going through this his family obviously who are wonderful but I Feel I’ve lost a future