Hello everyone, My name is Rhonda Andi and i lost my husband 2 years April to Bowel Cancer, he was 47, i was widowed at 43, our son was 12 at the time, although its nearly 2 years I seem to be going backwards, thought i was doing ok(ish) but recently have gone into a very dark place, i have booked an appointment for the GP tomorrow (it cant come soon enough!) help and advice very much appreciated xxxxxx