Hi again. Just got back from my daughter's where we celebrated Mother's Day as a family.
I feel so bad when I burst in tears in front of my daughter, son in law, son, daughter in law and grandkids, but sometimes I just can't help it. They are all suffering and grieving and I feel I add to it. They worry about me and that makes me feel guilty. I try so hard not to show too much specially in front of the grand-children (youngest 5 years old).
Hate this grieving! And I miss my husband so much. 10 weeks now Charles died. I read other people's post and some of them are still in this forum after 2 years.. Don't know if I can survive this pain for years!!
I'm sorry, this post is all over the place.. Just needed to unload.