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Offline MariaFrankland1

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I feel so alone
« on: June 25, 2018, 01:09:06 AM »
Each morning I wake up alone. It used to be my favourite time of the day as I would wake up first so I could watch my beautiful husband sleeping. I find I try to stay awake as long as I can because I hate mornings now. Actually I hate everything now because I don't have the love of my life with me. He was my everything & with him by my side I was invincible.  I miss him so my h.

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Re: I feel so alone
« Reply #1 on: June 25, 2018, 10:23:03 AM »
 :hug: waking up and feeling that rush of grief over and over again morning after morning - is hard. I also had dreams  - in which he was alive - but i just carried on doing something as normal - because, in the dream, i had forgotten he wasnt - and then realised and tried to run back too him but couldnt - then i would wake up crying and feeling so guilty because i hadnt spent every second of that dream focussing completely on him. These things pass - but they take time.  :hug:

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Re: I feel so alone
« Reply #2 on: June 25, 2018, 01:10:59 PM »
I wish I could dream about him but I just can't. 😢