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Offline Ella765

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« on: April 06, 2018, 03:52:49 PM »
I lost my partner two months ago. He died aged 57 after a long battle with liver disease and whilst awaiting a transplant. He was my everything. He steadied me, kept me going, made me laugh, he used to know what I was thinking, I knew what he was thinking, I don't think I will ever get that level of closeness again. And now I just don't feel steady anymore. I have got this thin veneer of normality and underneath is this big pool of grief. I am coping day to day.. but only just. I've never been hit so hard by a loss like this before and I am literally taking things day by day... I don't know if things will ever be the same again because right now the only thing that would make me better is if he walked through the door again... I miss him.

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« Reply #1 on: April 07, 2018, 11:01:12 AM »
It's Sue again and I'm not good at this posting I keep deleting the messages
Not a good day today just feel lost and lonely x

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« Reply #2 on: April 07, 2018, 03:40:20 PM »
Sending you a welcome hug  :hug:
We have many members who have lost partners and understand.  Hope you find some comfort from the forum xx
Even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise. 
Hold on in there xx