As always Karena everything you say is so right and poignant, am feeling very vulnerable tonight, my nephew has spent 24 hours telling me I can't keep living with the dead, that Mum was nearly 90 and had had a good life, and that if I had children I wouldn't be able to " wallow",
I am feeling a bit lost and unsure of who the he'll I am anymore, I thought I was a good person who tried to do the right thing, but now I am not so sure, I feel angry, that I want to provoke a reaction with people, that I feel a burning need to make them understand Mum, I am in real danger of losing my way completely...