I remember the paperwork being a distraction - somehow powering through it. I think sometimes the funeral planning is designed that way too, to force us to function
It's a challenging time after the funeral, alot of people drift away, back to their lives that consumes their focus, some mistakenly think all is ok after the funeral, and some who have never had loss and don't quite understand
Bereavement is a slow journey but a rollercoaster. Everyone here is at different stages of the rollercoaster, hope you find the forum supportive. It certainly helped me when I joined, just being able to type how I felt helped alot xx