Dad gone 5yrs yesterday, I was cooking him scrambled egg. Can't move on , bad circumstances, I want to be with him, be out of this stupid pain. Nearly made it on Saturday. Even more frightened n alone. Sorry.
my husband recently died we had been together for 49 years. my sister said this group helped a fried of hers. I wonder if you can help me
Hi, I am a former long term unpaid carer. Failed and abused by the nhs and social services (allegedly) which resulted in loss of my family home. My mother was iconic and beautiful, yet the services decided to hold here and I could not get her back. She was held effectively hostage in a hospital when there was no need. She died in January....I lost my brother last year suddenly also. I remain homeless and no agency or other seems able or willing to help me. I am heading for the sussex street. MPs, the Government and health do not care, cannot help. Benefits are crucifying me in a way also. I have been so proactive. Now exhausted. In touch with Samaritans. A dire situation. My sympathy for all others posting regarding their bereavements.
I lost my husband Gareth on 26th July, he was my sole mate we were married 10 years and loads planned for our tenneth anniversary this year but he collapsed on 15th May and despite me doing CPR he died 3 times and suffered brain hypoxia, we had to say good bye to him 3 times, but despite everything he fought so had and pulled through but finally it was too much and he got puemonia. My husband Gar (Percy) to me was just 36 on 12th July he was my rock and sole mate, we never spent a day apart he was my evertyhing and I am so lost without him. I will forever love him and think him for our life together. Luv u Percy for always and forever xxx
I lost my dad just under 2 years ago, I was 13 and thought I needed to be brave for my brother. Although it's been nearly 2 years I keep expecting him to call one day and say that he is still here. It sounds crazy but I swear I see him all the time, but only for a second. I had a breakdown earlier this year and now I have 3 Councillors but I just feel like my mums trying to push me away on someone else because she has my stepdad and has had him for 9 years now. I just feel alone. :(
I lost my wonderful husband last month, my life with out him is unberable, the only time i feel no pain is when i am asleep but then i have to wake up to reality and an empty lonely life, he was my soulmate and best friend, to me life seems pointless with out him but i keep going because of my son and beautiful grandchildren.
I lost my dad in march to alizemers he was in a care home for a month and died in hospital I miss him terribly he was a kind generous lovely man my mum died about 14 yrs ago still miss her too I still feeling the grief of my dad and also have to cope with my only sister who has been nasty as hell ever since he died hopefully I can keep distance from her soon
My dear Mam died on 24th July 2014. She went into hospital for a new lease of life (heart valve repair/replacement), survived the procedure which, after complications, was a success, but she suffered some kind of brain damage and for the remaining four weeks of her life was a totally different lady.
We have just had the first anniversary of that fateful day and it is really hard to remember her before the operation, all I can remember is a lady who did not resemble my Mam at all and it makes me very sad. My Dad survived her and is not coping at all.
I lost my beautiful mum to cancer 2 days ago and have become overwhelmed with sadness and also feelings of guilt.I didnt visit her as much as i could have done and wish I could have been a better son to her.
I came hear to share my feelings and hopefully be able to get help.
My husband has gone. No more sounds of his voice, or hugs or anything tangible. Only his voice in my head, his steady advice and his everlasting love. 6 months gone and I am half the person that we were together. My mind has suffered, my joy has gone away with his body. So it's really like I'm only 25% of the person I used to be.
I recently lost my papa to lung and liver cancer. i was expecting it in a way but not as soon as this. It's just not fair. Why him? Why my best friend? I'm absolutely devastated. I've came on here to see if it will help talking about my feelings rather than hiding them. I just want him back, I heard his voice the other day and I was certain that he was going to walk through the door. When does it start getting easier
I recently lost my Nan in very sudden and tragic circumstances. I've never lost anyone as close as this , she was my best friend , and always there for me ! From he day I was born she was like a second mum to me ! I really don't know how to deal with this, I miss her so much and can't accept she's gone !
I lost my wife and two children plus my parents along with my sister and nothing can come close to what I feel and what I have tried in seeing them all again. I was passed this link today and I am really glad this friend had pointed me in the right direction to all on here sorry about your loss I now know I am not the only one in the world.
I dont know where to start I lost my partner a week ago after a long illness I really cant see how im going to do all the things we were going to do on my own an I miss him so much ive got his t shirt that I carry so I can still smell him how does enyone get past this
I lost my son 13 days ago following a car accident. He had just turned 19. We have yet to go through the ordeal of his funeral service.
I cannot accept he has gone and just want him back. I held him and kissed him as he slipped away and wanted to go with him, I still do cause I cant bear it without him.
Hi i recently lost my son due to a congenital heart condition and finding it hard to cope with my loss. My son had this heart condition since birth but recently had heart surgery which caused him to become brain damaged. He was still able to speak a little but at a slower pace but completly lost his mobility. My son was on his way to rehabilitation when he suffered a pulmonary hypertension where his lungs filled up and failed. I feel so cheated and robbed of his life and feel i want to be with him but cant as i have 3 other children.
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