Hello, I lost my mum,dad, and husband all in three years. My husband was only 52. 

I lost my son in January. Bereft.

Hi I lost my husband 3 days ago after he was involved in a collision with a coach while doing the amateur ride for the tour de Yorkshire.  He had really significant chest injuries and other injuries. I'm totally heartbroken he was my soulmate and my whole life.  I just can't imagine life without him, never seeing him again or for him to hold me and tell me he loves me. My life feels as though it's ended. 

Pixie-i know how you feel. I lost my husband and soulmate a month ago. For a while i felt him still around but now reality is crashing in and I feel in physical and mental pain. Try to hang in and not panic. 

Hello,

I'm really not sure about this, a bit wary of the internet, but I lost my wife just before Christmas (33yrs), I'm not a great help-seeker, but this is brutal.

Obviously I can deal with this on my own (not). I don't need you do I? Tell me, what is there here?

Hi i lost my girl friend suddenly three days ago.  we lived in morocco and there is no one here for me to talk to.
 i just keep seeing her and hearing her everywhere and miss her so much.
 id love to have someone to talk to.
 thank you

Hi there......I need to talk to some one

on the 19th October 2016 my boyfriend of 4 years suddenly past away........we new each other for 40 years but lost contact in ,

I was at his bedside when he pass over...but I cant stop wondering if I could of done any thing to help him.

i have just lost my lovely wife suddenly at age 64 after been married for 42 years she died suddenly after a short 2 day stay in hospital

on 30th dec 2016 i m

am totaly lost on my own.my daughter has been a great comfort but she grieves as well

i need somebody to talk to who has been in the same position.i am so stressesd am feeling ill

im 66 whats next !

Hi 

I have recently 4th February lost my dad my king my rock I'm beyond devastated or heartbroken it was completely unexpected due to a fall down the stairs & fracturing his neck. He was making a slow recovery but then took a turn for the worse he leaves a wife 2 granddaughters & myself a now all female clan ?? ??

i lost my wife o the 8th of January  i am devastated my whole world has been taken from me 2017 is a year i will never forget i am alone in the house and my brain is working overtime what can i do 

i lost my husband on the 13 th August 2016 at the age of63 due to a short battle with cancer we had been together for 40 years and married for 38 years he was also my carer as I am disabled and Regestered blind which means I can't go out without the care of another person I have family and friends who take me out when they can I also stay at my sons at weekends when he is not working unfortunately I am spending my third weekend on the row at home this week 

Hi my name is Karen and I have just lost my husband johnny very suddenly and unexpected on the 3/1/17 johnny was my soul mate my best friend my life he was the most amazing step dad and the most loved papa johnny to our 6 grandchildren I am totally lost and don't know what to do my family and best friend are my rocks and my sisters husband was tragically killed 14 years ago on the 14th of this month so she knows the pain I am suffering but i need to find people who are going through the same as me to help me cope when I have no one with me x

Hello

I lost my daughter on 20th of September 2016.

I lost my step-father 21 weeks ago yesterday and my granddad yesterday.. I'm at a loss to even speak...

hi my name is jacky,my husband died 15 october 2016 i feel so lonly without him and sad

Hello, I lost my darling husband to cancer 7 weeks ago and it's so hard to keep going , I  miss him so much and just wanted to connect with others feeling the same way. 

My dad died suddenly 3 months ago on my brothers birthday. I had to tell my ill brother dad had died on his birthday it broke my heart 13 days later my brother died I am just numb just numb.

Hi

My name is Catherine.  I lost my mum on 5th October 2016. I miss her. I am back at work but I feel tearful and lacking in energy.

Hi I lost my husband 11 days ago,

i am so lost not sure what to do or how to feel

he died very suddenly 

Hi I lost a baby girl on the 11 of October. Im 17 and she was my first child . Would love to have someone to talk to . Xxx 

In a few weeks it will be 4 years since my soul mate Carolyn died and I still miss her every day, sometimes I just wish I was gone from this world, I feel I am in Gods waiting room, I try to get on  with my life and I have a new partner now but its not the same, lovely lady but she will never replace Carolyn. I will be glad when the next few weeks are over. 

I lost my wife 7 days ago she only went in to hospital for a bladder infection, but caught pneumonia, suffered a heart attack and never recovered.

We had been married for 44 years and as we had no children we used to do everything together.

Although I am now retired we had to move away from our relatives because of my job, so the nearest relative is now over a hundred miles away.

My neighbours are great  but I do not want to bother them as they have there own lives to lead.

So here I am all alone with my thoughts and awaiting the cremation of my soulmate, does this feeling of grief ever end.

My dad passed away on Sunday July 10, aged 90. He was my second parent to go, so now I am alone. The link to my childhood is now gone, forever.

For the first 2 weeks - and including the funeral - I held it together quite well. Then about the third week, I just started crying uncontrollably. I started calling his name. For years he'd been in a home, in England - I'm in Ireland. I'd make a trip every few weeks to see him. I couldn't believe I wouldn't be planning any more of those trips. They were generally very boring - he didn't have much to say for the last 2-3 years - but I felt I was there. He knew I was there for him. That is what mattered.

And now that little bit of kindness is finished, over, redundant, no longer required. It is a very strange feeling, and one that I'm still coming to terms with.

I write songs and in the midst of my grieving, I wrote this. It's the story of how I felt at that time, and it is for everyone that is feeling the way I did. I would like to share it. 'The light will always shine'.

https://youtu.be/mKOeorZw5_Y

So a week and a day since  dad died... My emotions are either overwhelming or numbed... I cant just give in cos my mum is 83 and needs me and my only brother is in Wourcester 3 1/2  hrs away.  Its hard as it is but harder still because im not finding time to deal with my stuff and vulnerabilities in this ..I have to be there to support mum but if  i dont make space in that for me ill not be able to help her and retain some scrap of my tattered sanity.. Dad was ready to go and it was better for him that he was able to.. i was with him when he went and am so pleased i was but for mum and so for me its very hard  we are both glad hes not suffering anymore but a little lost. I dont feel "old enough " to do what I feel i should.. Im a child in a 53 yr olds body!

Me again, I cant get into any chat or support groups, keep saying name invalid. Can I just say on here I had an awful childhood, abusive 30yr relationship, then was with husband for 6yrs. I am tormenting myself over our relationship, questioning things and am not coping in the slightest.. Oh my god oh my god its awful..